Moi

You are The Lovers Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse. The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made. Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that’s actually more apt than « Lovers. » Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can’t understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete. What Tarot Card are You? Take the Test to Find Out. share: Bookmark on Delicious Digg this post Recommend on Facebook Share on google plus share via Reddit Share with Stumblers Tweet about it Subscribe to the comments on this post Tell a friend Pin It

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… cum zice francezul. Sau mai bine, pas de nouvelles, bonnes nouvelles. Ma uit si ma infior de cat timp n-am mai scris. Si nu-mi sta in fire. A nu scrie inseamna a nu respira. Si pentru ca ultima postare era neagra, si pentru ca se pare ca o imagine face cat o mie de cuvinte, iat-o pe aceea (asta e un hint si pentru cei care ma dadusera disparuta!) share: Bookmark on Delicious Digg this post Recommend on Facebook Share on google plus share via Reddit Share with Stumblers Tweet about it Subscribe to the comments on this post Tell a friend Pin It

Mi-a fost rau. Probabil ca unii dintre voi stiti. Altii ati presupus. Altii ati simtit. Poate unii dintre voi m-ati cunoscut cand eram « asa« , si nici macar nu ma stiti « EU ». A existat acea cadere in abisuri. Acea chircire in interior. Am ramas un om bun, si cand am fost « asa ». Dar resursele mele de deschidere spre exterior, de rasete, de lumina, erau reduse. Si mai ales, ma durea mult tot. Si parca prea venisera toate. Si peste toate acele toate, o oboseala acumulata. Nu mai mancam, nu mai dormeam. Ma uram pe mine insami. Nu-mi asumam lucrurile bune pe care oamenii mi le adresau. Erau dureroase pana la lacrimi. Ma simteam ratusca cea urata, si actionam ca atare. Complimentele ma faceau sa plang, pentru ca mi se parea ca nu-s ale mele, ca le-am furat, ca nu le merit. Si atunci am plecat. Era vital. Am vrut sa merg undeva, singura, sa reinvat sa dorm, sa mananc, sa citesc. Sa redevin eu. Sa revin la mine insami. Vreau sa cred ca am reusit. Am plecat plangand. Literal. Am crezut ca nu voi mai putea pleca. Si totusi, cu un efort supra-omenesc am plecat. M-am smuls. Am plecat si conduceam plangand. Am revenit razand. Acolo am stat singura, am vorbit putin, aproape deloc. Am citit, am mancat, am dormit. M-am disciplinat. Am stat cu fundul in nisip prima data pe anul asta. Si am privit si am ascultat marea. Am invatat ca viata e facuta din bucurii mici. Ca fericirea e o stare interioara. Ca iubirea e o binecuvantare. Ca deschiderea spre ceilalti este un dar [si m-a atins pana la lacrimi faptul ca am acest dar]. Ca poti orice, daca iti doresti destul. Am reinvatat sa ma iubesc. Sa ma uit in oglinda si sa ma plac. Am facut pace (macar momentan) cu mine insami. Mi-am zambit. Si am constientizat din nou ca peste toate ploile, furtunile, norii, intunecimile posibile din viata, exista undeva un curcubeu, un rasarit, un apus. O floare. share: Bookmark on Delicious Digg this post Recommend on Facebook Share on google plus share via Reddit Share with Stumblers Tweet about it Subscribe to the comments on this post Tell a friend Pin It